See you**

Dear B.Sadie doggie,

Hey B.Sadie,you suprised me.I never think that I can meet you twice.This is so warm for me.

At this time,I supposed to sleep on my bed.However,I just can't do it now.Something wrong somewhere.I wish everything will be alright.I wish to get you someday.I wish to see you and hug you immediately.B.Sadie doggie,you're the first doggie which come back to me.Although it's unreal,I'm still happy.A bitter sweet distraction of mine.

I know I should keep my post short.I really know but I can't tell and that's why.So,please listen thoroughly from my heart.Is it a song to your heart too?Are we same?No.I swear I won't and I can't.This is the last time.Yes,this is the last time I show it up before the long silence comes.I wish I could be muted.I'm worried and miss you badly.I want to see you in real now.Once in a lifetime you come to me,but if you're gone, do carry on out of my sight alright.

Okay,heart maintanence in progress.Temporarily unavailable.May the new gadget could light up your day people.Anything there's a place for you to listen to,my heart.And I'll never let go with the promise.I stopped but ain't quit.Seeing with your eye isn't always enough,you've to use your heart.Try this out.At least,once in your lifetime.My one and only,the most played.

I'm tired.I'm exhausted and I'm sleepy.I'm sorry I've to close my eyes tonight.Tokki tok ki tok ki.....Knowing that you're doing fine there is still my greatest wish during those days spend without you.Bless you and be strong alright.That's all.Show me,so do you.< 3

A.E.I.O.U

Dear B.Adrian doggie,

Greetings.You got the same name with my big brother.Surprised to see you here doggie.I just found out that my bond with my big brother and sister in law get closer when we're apart.Absence really makes our heart grow fonder.It's true.Anyway I wish to meet them soon.This time,I must force them to take a cheese with camera before it's too late.All the best gogo and jiejie.< 3

Okay,I was doing EO whole day in office today.How are U?I'm good here.A....E.I.O.U.First time I worked OT today.I can say that it was a funny exhausted day for me.There was a electric drip during that time.Luckily there was two colleagues with me and the good news is I'm not afraid already.I'm happy to discover that.I think I've to overcome my lift phobia too.Say no fear alright.=)

A little bit of tired plus a little bit of sleepy equals to low battery.Is it?Hahas..just ignore this insane Alison.I'll get drunk if I don't charge myself tonight.I shall sleep early for tomorrow's activities.Something leisure huh.It's all about hospital visiting and outing.Seriously felt blessed with my friends and family.They just cheers Tiu Jia En up in everyway.Thank you so much.I am so lucky.Just recently a little bit of battery low only.I'll be alright.No worries.=)

Therefore,it's the best to close my eyes now.It's holiday.Happy Thaipussam people.Let's say our prayers and get ourselves a fully-charged battery for a better tomorrow.Maybe we can't be great sometimes,but still good.Or we're not always OK,but still fine.Thank god for everything that has been given to us.Thank god for all the sadness and happiness.Believe it or not,we'll be stronger after all.Don't sink by the words that mentioned "Would you die for the one you loved?" as "Live for the one you loved" can raise us up.Remember,life is beautiful.Bless you.Don't forget to smile for the breaking dawn later alright.Salut.=)

Music,the silent killer**

Dear B.Hank doggie,

Hi B.Hank doggie,I'm just thinking of dedicate you a song here.Out of the sudden,I can't really choose a song for you.

For me,you're not only a song.Or I can say,I can't used only one song to describe all the happenings in my life.Nothing special,we cried when we were sad,we laughed when we were happy.So is me.What makes the diffence is I'll try to put myself out of music player when the heart was raining.Somehow it reminds me of you.Yet,I love to write and post here for you.

People said,shared grief is half the sorrow,but happiness when shared is doubled.I wish to write everything out here.Without music,I can be more rational.Without music,I can be stronger.That's why I keep this place muted.I wish you to know this.

It's now late night 0200.It's time to force myself to sleep.Yesterday was a warm and happy day to me.I went back to my dad's hometown fot my cousin brother's wedding dinner.I felt blessed that I can gather with all my love ones there.I'm really glad to meet my cousins and the elders especially my grandma.I wonder how are you doing thousand miles away too.The story left untold is better than we know,I understand that the distance betwwen us is more than that,you're just an illusion.I can only meet you once here and you'll be gone.We smile and we sigh,the rise and fall in life won't stop because of us.So,please carry on.Close your eyes and listen to your heart tonight.You'll hear me.Perhaps.

Sorry,I've to let myself to be muted.Sorry,I've to let you to be muted too.Yes,I'm trying not to be so dependant on you.I'll never told you about this,you're actually the music in me.Not just a single song,but all kinds of music.Somehow unpredictable.I believe that you able to carry on without me if I'm able to do this too.Sorry that I left you.Sorry that I love you.

Once again,good night.Goodbye.I'll be missing you.Tokki tok ki tok ki.....Thank you for hearing me.The only melody of mine.=)

Message from the side mirror=)

Dear B.Callie doggie,

Greetings.Something nice to share with you.I got the idea on the way home in the bus just now.

See,life is like a side mirror.We will get accident if we keep focus at it.At the same time,we can't go far without the side mirror.So,what is our side mirror in our life?I think it is like our past.Don't know why,I just noticed that the cars behind that shown in the side mirror is more beautiful than the real one.Illusion?Maybe.Everyone seems loves to put themselves in their own fantasy until they can ignore the reality.Thus,accident always happened.

I understand that the past is a fixed factor,we can't change it.It is just happened once in a lifetime.A good message from heaven.For you and for me too.Yes,the past gives us strength to step towards our future.

Don't think about future as what we've at this moment is now.We can think about the past while we're feeling lost because it will bring us strength.This is true as long as we know the right way to cherish it.Not to worry,not to complaint,we might not get a perfect past,but it's still beautiful as we've tried our best.We should learn to accept who we are alright.I wish we can make it.It's awesome to stay in the bus,it's like my journey to the past.That's the way of mine.I'm happy enough to see you here.No regret.=)

Frankly,seeing you trying your best in life.I could try my best too.Therefore,I guess it is the best for us to try out our best.Once I open my eyes and start my work,I will try not to look back until I get to the bus and play my songs.I'll look at the side mirror in my heart before I sleep.Then I can see you.Tokki tok ki tokki...<>

Here's plenty of my current status update before I leave.Thank god I'm now working for seven days per week.January is definitely a spending month.So,I got to work it out.I got 5 days with heels and 2 days with flats.Seriously love a compact life like this.I can think less and work more.Think less symbolizes rest more,both physically and mentally.It my brand new healthy life.I'm coming for you.XD

Most of the time I can look through the side mirror clearly but the scene in front of me is somehow blurr.Never mind,I know when it's raining.I'm blessed because I'm under the shelter.Thank god for always sending good people to help me.They're just the real angels.No worries.I'll be fine here.=)

Okay,I think that's all for this post before the clock strikes twelve.Sunrise is my peace,twilight sets me free.How about you?What do you see when you look at your side mirror inside?Am I inside there too?You've planned your destination.You made the right choice.Just continue your dream alright.I wish to be the positive's one for you along your journey if you see me.Good night.<>

-WRITTEN ON 10TH JAN 2011-

Good morning,I missed the bus but there was a side mirror like yesterday.=)

Good afternoon,I got extra wages from my supervisor.XD

Good evening,I'm having a outing with mama after I work.^^

Good night,I hope to have a good sleep and have a nice dream.=)

Good day,this is what I pray for everyday.<>

-POSTED NOW-

Everyday is tokki day.Tokki tok ki tok ki..You're always on my mind.Keep your faith and I'll keep mine.Let's do our best.There's no way to be afraid,the side mirror is always there.=)

S-u-p-p-o-r-t**

Dear B.Ginger doggie,


Holy shit.My brain is blank now.I've thousands of word to say in my head on the way to office just now in the morning.But now I got the time,I become speechless.Sigh.Anyway,here comes my break time and I'm going to try my best to write it out.

Today is the day.I still remember that.I felt blessed on the day.And now when I recall the incident,the warmness is still here,and I believe this will never gone.

People say,new year must have new thing to refresh ourselves.So do I.I think of give peebloginenglish.blogspot.com a new theme instead of the current one.My doggie diary,how is that?Seems I'm blogging here for dailypuppy.com huh..hahas.

Okay,I can't remember what to say at this time.I suppose to stay on the right path with you.I suppose to support your choice.But I won't see you again in the next visit right?You're cute and adorable.What hurts the most isn't I can't touch your face,isn't that I can't hear your voice or play with you and etc.It's that knowing you're falling down and don't want to get up anymore.It doesn't matter if you give up things you don't like.But you must carry on with what's on your mind.It's okay you don't know what to do right now.Be happy.As long as you have your own goal and stick to your plan.You can shine like a star like others too and I'm here to support.=)

See,it's 1545 now.Finally I'm done.I know it's late.You may not remember me,I wish the same to you like before.Goodbye and have a good life alright.I hope you can show me the meaning of what you brought to me before.We should practice to be strong.Everyone has their specialities.So do you.You can't forget this alright.Have a Happy New Year people.=)

p/s:Something wrong happened to my blog just now.I can't copy my draft and paste here just now.Credit to Jamie In Las Vegas for sharing in the Help Page.The time is 1645 now and I know I must post this by today.You may not see me and know this..Tokki tok ki tokki..It's my strength to carry on.< 3

Today is the day.Do you remember?I hope you felt blessed too.Be healthy and cheers now and always.I told you,I'm going to support you until you shine.< 3