Thursday, December 30, 2010

Sadie?**

Good day B.Sadie doggie.How do you do?Are you fine here?I saw your name and I'm intend to give you a cheer.Don't be sad Sadie,be happy OK?I might not be see you again in the next visit,do give me a sweet smile alright.When you're feeling blue,just pick up your head and look to the sky above us,it's wonderful.Life is beautiful.Let's say Hee ro haa ru yiii and get back to your right path alright.I'll always pray for you dear.=)

Guess where am I now?I'm in my chilling working place and going to rush for my weekends' job interview later.Thank you to my supervisor who gave me a half day leave.Wish me best of luck.Currently my purse is getting slimmer.Thus,I must work.7 days of working is needed.Money and cash,I'm dying without you...hahas.XD

Okay,just a short post for today,my first time blogging during working time in the office.It's a awesome travel agency though.I love the atmosphere and so do the people here.Thank god.I'm lucky.=)

Yes,almost forget to announce tomorrow is a public day for Malaysia as we won the soccer match final.It's something like Suzuki Cup?I've no idea...hahas.Nowadays my soccer fever is getting low as Liverpool's match often postponed due to the weather.I just knew my team lose yesterday night and I missed thet match.Never mind,win or lose,Liverpool is still the best for me.I wish to watch it live at Anfield someday.Dear team,you'll be a legend alright.El nino...Long time no see,I miss him...hahas just ignore me.I'm fever.XD

Shit.Get caught by my supervisor and he read this."Normal thing,"he said.My brain jammed suddenly.It's 1352,here's my plan.Walk to the washroom,take a pee,get my bag,punch my working card and rush for my interview.Give me some blessings and have a happy holiday.=)

It's going to be Year 2011,Happy New Year.This is my last post in this year.Perhaps.I'm glad with all the happening throughout this year.It's lovely yet unforgettable.I wish the same to you people.Learning to be thankful covers it all.It's a useful quote too.Okay,my colleague is back.And it's my time to off.Ciao.0200.=)

Monday, December 27, 2010

Let it snow,My winter< 3

Hey B.Buckley doggie,simply want to drop by here and leave my footprints.It's 27th of December 2010.< 3

A short summary while waiting my second mobile phone of my life to get well from being soaked in the water.I don't have very hard feeling on this incident and this is weird.Maybe this quote could answered,"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't,then it was never meant to be.".Everthing seems to be far away from me and I know it is the best as God always loves His sons and daughters.So is me.I found out something special from that too.Miracles perhaps.< 3

Sweet suprise,I found out my 7310bab has no more water stain once I reached home.I think it should be no problem.Going to change its cover to baby pink.Anyway,I love the deep ocean blue cover the most.Dear 7310bab,you're still my deep peace blue in my heart alright.Love you.Eventually I'm smiling from my heart.I'm happy.Don't you know waiting bus without songs is quite touturing for me?Hahas..I fell asleep in the bus just now,the weather is chilling and there was a little bit of raining too.Hoping everyone drive smart and reach their destination safely.Safety first OK?=)

Now,twilight sets me free.Non-stop running nose again.Get well soon alright.4 days more to Year 2011.Time is needed to practice not to write a date without this,2010.Sighing is too bad for something we can't help.We must learn to see things beautifully even it's the ugliest we ever see alright.

I know,there is no more Santa,no more celebrations and no more snowman,The Frosty.Yes,I lost it and I don't know if I can get it during the next winter or not.Do not sigh as we can't hide.Something about the best thing,it's left untold.Never mind just let it flow.Do not hide although we find it hard.May god bless all of us.We can make it.< 3

Starry starry night..paint your pallette blue and grey..It's a song from Don Mclean and I love it.There is always the same wish,tokki tok ki tokki..Remember,be sure and be tough.You're right and I'm alright.I'm right when you're alright.Yes,you're right.Keep going on with our dreams and chasing tomorrow's sun rise alright.Cheers now and always.=)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

21122010**

2 minutes left to 22/12/2010.So,I got to post something here to remember this date,21st December 2010.Say Goodbye to today and a Hello for tomorrow.Start of something new,I'm not sure but I'm ready to face it all.Everything will be OK alright.

Dear B.Scout doggie,do make sure you'll be strong enough until I come back next time.A brand new day has come,Alison might be occupied with a lot of new things and seldom update here.You must be strong without her alright.I know you can do that greatly.So long.

Last but not least,thank god.Thank you.Thank you all.Cheers.Yes,we must cheers.< 3

PLUNG,my final fantasy**

Hello B.Cooper doggie.Now I'm writing this without draft.I can't speak for this moment and wishing to write it down all.Tokki tok ki tokki..

Well,kind a great surprise for this coming Christmas,it wakes me up totally from the fantasy.No more dreaming.You got it all wrong Tiu Jia En.Shame on you.Now I know,I'm blind.

Shit.I must get the job tomorrow.2 weeks of rest is enough.I wish to get in to something new now.No longer staying in the wonderland,you ain't Alice,Alison.

Thanks?Sorry?I'm shocked with the PLUNG sound deep inside.There's nothing left to say but goodbye.Good luck and be strong Tiu Jia En.So do you.For better or worst,learning to be thankful covers it all.Thank god I still felt blessed for this.Thank you.

Why so serious?Let's put a smile on your face.Sorry I failed this time.Please ignore me and do it best yourself from now on.Everything will be fine as love will only makes us strong.At least,it makes you strong alright.So,keep it up.Like this,hee ro haa ru yiii..

p/s:Now there's a PLUNG together with the TOKKI's keep echoeing in my head..breathe a sigh and sleep then.When tomorrow comes,new day,new hope,new chapter,new life.A wish of mine.Good Night world.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Re-swollen**

Greetings.Bad news.My left cheek seems to be swollen again.Perhaps this is the importance of antibiotic,I should eat them all from the beginning.Dear B.Bonneville doggie,I'm seriously worry about this.Sigh.

All these days,I've been looking for job.I've sent quite a lot of CVs but there's no any notification yet.Time is wasted without income.This is awful.Anyway,there were happy things too.Signing,sketches,swimming and sleeps,life like this is good,love like this.But for now,I just feel like sleeping.Shame on you Tiu Jia En...hahas.

If there's a star right now under the sun,I wish to get well completely soon.Antibiotics cure me please.Plus,I wish to get a call on Monday,I wish to get the job.Bless me my Lord.One last thing,I wish everything will be fine for all my love ones,STPM's finally over now.Let's enjoy our time and have a great future then.Have a nice day all.=)

Here comes Friday,a day to rest for you.Take a good nap and get well soon Tiu Jia En.Close your eyes and no worries alright.Have a happy holiday people.We must be strong,cheers no sigh.Tokki tok ki tokki..We must be strong alright.=)

p/s: Relax...Say cheese,say hee ro ha hu yiii and smile..=)

Monday, December 13, 2010

miracles=)

Today's date:13/12/2010.A day when miracles happens.=)

There has been a week without schooling and I've been trying to settle my things on my own.I try to be more independent.See,I went to dentist on my own.I thought I'll be tears down due to the phobia,but I didn't.Thank god I met caring dentist and dental nurse.Then,I got back
my white teeth.Perhaps I should smile more after this,the price is not low alright.=)

I cut my hair though,the hair which I kept long for almost 18 months.I thought I'll change my mind too,but I stick to my plan till the end.Thank you Beatrice the hair stylist.I wish I could have healthy hair soon.I cleaned my room once I settled myself.I spent 10 hours for a brand new room of Tiu Jia En and I'm very satisfied with the outcome.Now,I can sleep and do my favourite things.Bear in mind not to mess up the room again Tiu Jia En.=)

Those are the things I do before last Thursday comes.I went back to school and took my PINnumber for government university registration.Here's the unfortunate incident happened,I get stung.The end...hahas.I don't even know what flying creature it is and I continue my outings.

Last Friday,a day supposed to be my job interview day.But,the worst thing happened.My cheek get swollen and there's nobody home.I wonder if there's a godmother for me at the time.Okay never mind.I walked to KKCB by myself,the place is so familiar for me because I've been went
there almost daily for my finger therapy when I'm small.So,I felt a bit of eager to walk back the unforgettable sloop...hahas.

Thank god again I met good people there.The lady doctor so gorgeous looking though.I bet everybody will be halfly healed once they saw her.Thank you doctor.And I would like to say Malaysia's Goverment Clinic is getting better and better.I feel blessed to live quite near to KKCB too.=)

Don't know why,Tiu Jia En is always lucky.Now she's healing.Although she's now unemployed,she's doing all her favourites now.Just like today,she stays at home whole day.Surfing,sketching,eating,swimming,relaxing.Yes,there has been long time ago since the last time she swim.The feeling of getting back to the water is just nice.I'm going to practice more in order to make unprofessional to professional.Where's my courage from?I've no idea.Only heaven knows.=)

I think all over again in the water just now.Act like being dillema.This is not good.I just want to say,miracles really happened today.So,there's no way to say NO right now.My wish has been come true,I saw what I wish to see.I would like to thank the star which made my dream comes true.Thank you star.Thank you so much.Dear Lord,I wish you can blessed all the people here too.=)

Remember,Tiu Jia En will be fine here.Do not worry anymore.I'm strong when I put my left hand on my right head.Soliloquize?B.Marble doggie,I'll never let you know this..hahas.You raise me up to more than I can be,this is the eternal fact left inside here.Whenever I think of this,I will be stronger.I cross my heart for this.So,cross your heart to be strong and let me see it too.Tokki tok ki tokki..keep it up no matter how hard it is alright.Love now and always.=)

Monday, December 6, 2010

So Long,SMKT_T

Hey B.Jack doggie,STPM Year 2010 for social science class is over now.School life no more.Cheers.=)

The last paper is General Paper 1.I heard the sound of joyful by all of my love ones once times up.Then,the mission of destruction and fun has begun.All seems already turned to be insane.
Throwing water balloons,scream and shout everywhere.I guess I will still remember this until I get old.Anyway,it was less fun as there's only SS2's boys left.Due to the rain,I failed to say goodbye to everyone,and I would like to apologize too.Thank god I felt blessed.=)

The fact of the day is,it's a happy ending though,awesome.All ends with a smile,don't forget to begin with a smile if we met too.Form Six's life of mine has been lighten up because of the presence of you.We may not meet each other after this,but never mind,those memory leave inside won't be fade away easily.Thanks again for your kindness
and I wish we'll have a great future.=)

What will happen next?Would it be nicer without books and notes?We may start of something new and lots of unknown to be find out soon.Tiu Jia En may felt lonely without your guidance,but I'm sure she'll be doing fine.No worries.=)

Keep thinking that it's not goodbye,it's just the time for us to fly,isn't it?For better or worst,be strong people.Good Luck reaching your dream too.Friends,you're not going to be forget,I'll be missing you.So long,SMKTT.Someday,we'll meet.=)

p/s:tokki tok ki tok ki...get well soon.....< 3

Thursday, December 2, 2010

So Long,reward=)

Hello B.Maxwell doggie,I'm back.Just finished my lunch,going to write about today's paper.It's History Paper 2.I found it tough.Luckily it was the second last paper.The sadness won't ruin it all...hahas.

The fact of the day,the wish of getting a football jersey from mama has been broken.The dream to get 4Flat in STPM seemed to be impossible.Tiu Jia En shouldn't burn midnight oil too much yesterday...hahas.Okay,never mind.I tried my best and I've no regret.Thank god I found out I can be a good storywriter for the next century's history.I should be happy for it's getting near to the end of my fighting.So do you.

Here's a story.A kid who fell down in the past during the journey to his dream,and now he is not going to walk out of his house anymore.This is wrong.Another kid experienced the same,now he's very careful about every step he walk,until he missed all the fun.This is pity.Now,there's a kid,he's not afraid about the failure he made in the past as he believe those scar will be the strongest part he ever had.

Who is the best kid?Not the first one,not the second one,but the last one.It's not because he is brave or whatsoever,it's because he got the strength of believe no matter how hopeless the situation is.That's all I can see.We should be like that,aren't we?


Yes,the strength to believe.1 day left.Never give up until the last paper.All the best people.Got to say Hello to my pillow before say Hi to General Paper 1.Wish me luck please.Thanks.Bye.Tokki tok ki tok ki...I'll be right with you soon.=)

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

So Long,946/2=)

Good afternoon B.Sawyer doggie,good to see you again,I know you're going to leave me very soon,do take care boy.Got to meet you in my dream later.=)

Yes,Business Paper 2 done this morning.It was easier than the first paper so don't be too hopeless girl.Two more papers left and school's out.Keep it up alright.=)

Today's special,my first time to toilet during exam,and my first time to draw on STPM papers.Thank god I got enough time,I wish I didn't write any wrong answer.Bless me please.I love business.=)

The fact of the day is,I forgot.Yes,I finally forgot.This will be totally forgot soon.Yes,I wish too.

When all is said and done,it's napping time.I'll be focused on History 2 after this.2 days left.Get set and go.So long.Good luck people.=)

p/s:I'll try not to get over familiar with you doggie.You'll get to a new place,with your new owner and start a brand new life.Then,you'll live happily ever after.B.Sawyer doggie,I know you'll be strong.And that's why.

Monday, November 29, 2010

So Long,Economy=)

Hey you B.Sawyer doggie,it's you with me today.The Golden Retriever,one of my favourites too,thanks for coming.=)

Surprised with the presence of big brother and Sis Huey.They're back.I'm happy to see them.I am seems to be the only child at home throughout this year as they often travel nowadays.Mama always miss them.See,they're going Penang tomorrow.Okay,I hope they're doing well outside and I will get to have a family portrait someday.Bon voyage and take care gogo and jiejie.With love.=)

Today's paper is Macroeconomy,it is tough though.I reached school early in the morning with my love ones.Then,we stayed inside the mosque like last Thursday.It is a good place to revise,I'm glad to be inside,it such a sacred place.And I would like to apologize if I accidentally did something unrespectful there.I guess I'm doing well there,hahas.Thank you all for brought me there.Have a good prayers everyday and may god bless all of you.=)

Do you regret Tiu Jia En?You slept inside the mosque.Maybe you can revise more if you're not watching match and online yesterday.Not really,I love balls...hahas.So,I won't miss a single match of Liverpool with the presence of F.Torres is possible.Perhaps I will love Premier League soon besides World Cup.Okay,I love balls.I tried my best to complete the paper just in time.No regret.Thank god.=)

The fact of the day is,no more Economy in my life.Here comes Business Paper 2.Tomorrow 8a.m,bless me please.=)

Question of the day,anybody will trust somebody in a situation without explanation where all the facts show that she or he is wrong?I don't know how to explain about those unsent messages in Mama's mobile phone,but I don't mean it.It's such a coinsidence.Out of my wish which heaven knows.Believe it or not,

"Anyway,I will be stronger when I think of you,B.Wesley doggie.I hope you will do the same too.Hold on to books.Please focus." "Remember,I really will be stronger when think of you,you must do the same as me too,B.Wesley doggie.Never say die and staying alive."

For better or worst,I will stay.3 days left.Lets make the very best of us for the last time.Stay strong,we must cheers in every way.I will thank the star that makes our wish comes true.All the best.Bye.=)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

So Long,hee ro ha hu yiii**

Thank god I'm back.6 hours of exam is finally over.There were 2 papers today.Don't feel like want to mention about that.Good or bad,it's over.And what I want to do now is to sleep until I wake up by myself.12 hours from now.Good night world in advance.

A little bit of proud about what I did just now,I kissed the rain,crossed the road without spec,basically I can see clearly what.Yes,at least I still can see.The journey back to home made me became heavier and heavier,there was tonnes of water being soaked...hahas.Luckily no exam tomorrow.Exam will be continue next week.I'm glad I got kind examiners this time.Thank you teachers.=)

Dear B.Frank doggie,I guess I'm not going to refresh you in order to let you stay in my page.As long as you're still here when I come next time,I'm not going to refresh you.Please stay doggie.at least I won't feel being abandoned.=)

Here comes my last paragraph,good luck to those who taking exam tomorrow.Bless you people.Okay,stop thinking Tiu Jia En.My brain numbs and my neck is pain.I feel tired.No,I'm exhausted outside and inside..No books at this time,only sleep.Sleep makes me forget.Forget?No,the fact of the day is:

"Anyway,I will be stronger when I think of you,B.Wesley doggie.I hope you will do the same too.Hold on to books.Please focus." "Remember,I really will be stronger when think of you,you must do the same as me too,B.Wesley doggie.Never say die and staying alive."

Frankly,I'll never forget that.4 days left.Rain always come at the right time.Thank god I felt blessed.Bye.=)

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

So Long,WWFbab**

Hey you,B.Frank doggie,you're cute.English Bulldog visits me,thank you.Finally I'm smiling by looking at you.So adorable.=)

Nothing much to say about today's paper,it was harder than before.What the questions need is more on application or whatsoever.But it's okay because it's over.Thank god I completed it with outstanding imagination.Simply can't focus well.I tried so hard to overcome that.

Luckily,it doesn't matter whether I did it or not as memorise method ain't work today.Not funny.Where's my bottle?It is lost,lost without a goodbye.This was the sad news in the morning that made Tiu Jia En down.Plus,I don't have a quality sleep yesterday and the same goes to study.How come you can become so careless until you lost it?Shame on you.

The fact of the day is I lost you.I don't want to drink water anymore.Hahas...Stop acting like a insane human.Be strong.

Dear WWFbab,I wish you will get a great owner after this,so sorry to leave you yesterday.I'll try to get you next year.Be strong,miss you.< 3

Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.No time for crying.Never mind,I should be heartless at this time.Cry only the day after tomorrow,the day after History Paper 1 and Microeconomy.I wish I can stay up night and focus today.May god bless me.Got to lock my heart now.Good Luck people.=)

"Anyway,I will be stronger when I think of you,B.Wesley doggie.I hope you will do the same too.Hold on to books.Please focus." "Remember,I really will be stronger when think of you,you must do the same as me too,B.Wesley doggie.Never say die and staying alive."

I still remember this.5 days left.Hee ro ha hu yiii..B.Frank doggie,seriously like you.Okay,I'm feeling better now.It's study time.Bye.=)

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

So Long,General Paper 2=)

Hello people,good to see you again here,B.Wesley doggie.A short post here,I just sat for General Paper 2 this morning.It was my first paper in STPM.=)

The feeling of stepped inside the school is kind of different today,it made me think as if it is the first day of school.What we had do are meeting the love's one,hugging and blessing each other for the best.So warm.=)

Plus,it's good to have revise group before exam.Just like me,I got an awesome STPM's eve.Never try it before that.It was fun.Thank you people.Love like this.=)

It doesn't matter whether we had done it right or wrong.As usual,my essays ruins,luckily I done my statistic's part.I did try my very best,no regret.Thank god,I feel blessed.=)

Today's fact is,from now on,no more essay and statistic in my life.Cheers.=)

Okay,off to study for tomorrow's Business Paper 1.Good Luck candidates.Relax,don't stress.Do your best and never regret.Hee ro ha hu yiii...=)

Same thing to say before I'm gone.
"Anyway,I will be stronger when I think of you,B.Wesley doggie.I hope you will do the same too.Hold on to books.Please focus."
"Remember,I really will be stronger when think of you,you must do the same as me too,B.Wesley doggie.Never say die and staying alive."
The only words left inside.6 days left,Bye.Here comes sunny rain.=)

Monday, November 22, 2010

Hasta manana**

Okay it's like final countdown,tomorrow is the day,STPM's time.I've been trying to lock my heart for while so that my brain can be well-functioned.

No sad songs,so that I won't be too sentimental for the coming long goodbyes.
Not to be too socialize,so that I can be more independent then.
No blogging,so that I can keep all the points and notes inside my head.
Not to listen to my heart,so that I will be temporary forgetful.

Anyway,I will be stronger when I think of you,B.Wesley doggie.I hope you will do the same too.Hold on to books.Please focus.

Only happy songs,they cheers Tiu Jia En up and stay in study mode.
Only when I am alone,a good practice to go on without laughters from the love's ones.
Only stop writing to make sure Tiu Jia En not sinking in such a dead sea.
Heartless,till the exam ends.Tokki tok ki tokki....

Remember,I really will be stronger when think of you,you must do the same as me too,B.Wesley doggie.Never say die and staying alive.

Dear candidates,follow me and say,hee ro ha hu yiii,it is a relaxing practice taught by Crayon SinChan.Well done,one more time to go,hee ro ha hu yiii.Yes,I know can you do that.Thank god we're going through this all along.Cheer up and together do our very best for thw last time.No regrets,mission for the rest 7 days.

Last word,I wish the best for all of you people.Good Luck and be strong.No matter how hopeless it is..Hee ro ha hu yiii...=)

Friday, November 12, 2010

Time is limited**

Good afternoon people.Finally,sun shines,but it's too late,I already skipped my class today.Unbelievable.Thanks to your majesty,Rain God.

Rains make people smile,rains make people cry,it all depends to someone's mood,it makes people think.And it make me sleep.Sleep makes me dream.I got a dream just now,unfortunately,it's a happpy one.Perhaps only scary dream canhelp me wake up.Okay,stop dreaming or I would rather request for a scary dream.No happy dream please.No,not without you.

Not more than 5 days,school's out soon.Not more than 10 days,the last exam will happened.All things seems so rushing,it's like unstoppable.Not to sigh but we cannot tell a lie though.Sigh.I am not ready.Keep saying 'relax relax',everything will be fine,so relax.

Okay,it's time to post as Tiu Jia En is heading to seminar soon.Have a nice Friday and good luck people.

In the rainy days,rains will shares our tears.In the stormy days,storm will steal our pain.Let's cherish our treasure moment and make our best for the last time.May god bless us and wishing we'll be fine.In the sunny days,sun will light our days.In the windy days,wind will lead our ways.Tokki tokki tokki...B.Georgie doggie,just leave all thing behind,spread your wings and fly away,so long.=)

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Listened=)

Greetings.It's Deepavali's eve,I just done some computer tutorial for Aunt Connie,quite effective though,congrats.Now we're all watching TV news.Flood happens in Perlis,sigh.May god bless my land.Please.=)

Time flies.Here comes November.Less than 20 days to STPM.I should be focused more on the books right?Sure.Frankly,I failed.Shame on you Tiu Jia En.Shame on you twice.The wiseman said,we have to wake up in order to make our dreams come true.So,wake up now.Let's stick to the status quo and do our very best.Cross your heart.

Times up.As mama always says,do not grab by all means.Whatever will be will be.No more dreaming.No more excuse even though you've lost good things.Remember,be thankful.We must be strong and carry on.

Anyway,it was lovely.Your mere existence.B.Pocket doggie.Thanks.The one and only.Love you.Have a great future without pee,hahas...it's my wish right now.I'm sure I can make this on my own.So do you.Cheer up people.It's holiday.=)

p/s:The sound of tokki is still echoeing...It's almost reach today.ALMOST.But that's alright,just not today.MISSED.Tokki tok ki tok ki..only in heaven?Yes,Perhaps.=)

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Wish of the 27th^^

Hi B.Webster doggie.I used to write long post here but not for today.Simply because of today's date make me want to jot something down here.Tokki tokki tokki...

Tokki tokki tokki...tokki?Sound like this keep echoing in my head.Love like this.

Tokkitokkitokki...is this illusion?Tok ki tok ki tok ki tok ki..or only some sort of imagination.I wonder how's the real beat it is.What if I could hear this real,at least once in a lifetime.

Maybe it is just a dream,but I am a tokki fan though.And that's why.Never mind,keep trying until I heard it real one day.Perhaps.

So good to be seen.So good to be heard.Tokki tokki tokki..Have fun people.It's 27th of October.One and only.

Keep going on with your dream and chasing tomorrow sunshine.The spirit can never die.Victory.I know all of us can make it.Cheers.^^

Thursday, October 14, 2010

The 13th post^^

Hello B.Moki doggie,hello October and hello people here.There has been one year I wrote here,.Happy Annivesary Peeblog.12 posts a year,Tiu Jia En the lazy blogger,shame on you..hahas.Sorry no celebration.^^

Today,schooling as usual,once I filled in the school leaving form,I knew I am going to leave and graduate soon.A year and six months of Form Six's life is simply wonderful,true.I am blessed that I got a chance to go through this tough way together with a lot of good people,thank god.^^

Another thing is we are going to another room for class,it means we've to leave our class before our school.The block which exclusive for Form Six students will be locke due to some reasons.Sad.Not happy as I already used to that room,I guess my classmates have the same feeling as me too.Sigh.Never mind,I am going to miss there,all the funny seens will left inside,okay.Appreciate now and always.^^

Trials ends,waiting for results.This ain't important though because only the real exam speaks it all.Anyway,studies is only part of our life and so do the results,the most important is once we've found what we like or interested deeply,go for it wholeheartedly.Frankly,Tiu Jia En is not interested in study,but she will stick to the plan,simply because the feeling of regret of not trying the best really hurts.She just don't want to taste it once again.Books books books.Unlike you.^^

For better or worst,do not forget there is one thing more important than books,tests and marks,it's called passion to life.So,remember go for it brainlessly once we found it,then all the hardwork will eventually pay off.I believe this.Everyone is blessed with specialties.All we've to do is do our best and never regret.I wish we can reach our dreams someday.Love life.^^

Okay,no more complaints since I already dawn on it.No more books,only after STPM,hahas.May god bless me,say no to panic,thank you.Good Luck candidates.Cheers.^^

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Strength to live*leave^^

Hello people,two weeks of holiday is almost ends,and back to school's life has just begun,my last school life.Frankly,it's such a God's gift to enter my current school,I feel grateful for this,thanks a lot.I'm really happy to be back.^^

Okay,nowadays Tiu Jia En seriously addicted to what she loves,shame on me.First,anime addicted,2 weeks more to trial but I found La Corda D'oro and I love it.Watch it day and night.Fantasy cures the sorrow.

Next,Euro addicted,suddenly feel like wearing jersey and support Spain team now.Torres the el nino,striker.Buffon the hero,goalkeeper.I really hope to watch any football match now,hahas.I don't even know what cause a free kick or a penalti,I just love the crowd,fake football lover.Never mind,I guess I will be know better on this from time to time.Cheers for balls.^^

One more,coffee addicted?I am sure if you ask me one year ago,but now i am just don't know.Since the 7 Teaspoon Coffee Powder Incident,I had stopped.And recently,my stomach seems accept this back,awesome.It's just a habit.Does caffeine really help to enable me stay awake throughout the nights?No,it doesn't.There's something left in my head.Luckily,I ain't addicted in you.

So now,
no more dreaming and be focus.We have reached the time we cannot just keep dreaming,we have reached the time to face the reality.Although academy isn't everything,we should try our best and no regrets too.There are millions of things to bear in mind and below is the short reminders:

-I will never do this again.
-I will never do that anymore.

It is hard.However,whenever I think of this,I will be stronger,so do you.Go on,I'll get the next one.It's heavy,but I can face it on my own,Tiu Jia En.Last words for all,have fun in the last season and good luck chasing your dreams.We all in this together.Cheers.^^

p/s: Goodbye B.doggie Emma.^^ or =),no longer important as no longer different.^^So long.^^

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Relax,Refrain then Rebound =)

Greetings.I always type the word s-a-d which means shit.And now I am sad because I am such a s-a-d.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.I am sorry but to sigh here.No longer optimistic.

Don't feel like want to smile now.Don't feel like want to laugh now,I just want to keep sinking like this.I am dissapointed.I failed to put a smile on my face,so sorry people here.Sorry for spreading negative thought of mine,I miss my positives so.

The word "Haiz" comes since it has been 2 years I never say it out no matter what happen.All the negative words keep floating out from my mind.They seem to hurt me slowly deep inside my heart.You know,I don't like to say the word "loser" because I always believe that there's no win or lose in life.But it's the most suitable word for me.I don't like to say the word "hate"
but I am really hate this.I don't like to say the word "stupid" but it's the best word to describe who am I now.

I did my history paper badly today.Normally,I won't feel so down no matter how aweful I did before.The problem is,how could I analyse the question wrongly?It makes me doubt myself again.The worst thing is not I got wrong,it's about not trying my best.Shame on me.Mama told me,"Never mine,now you go and read the answer and you'll know it forever" when I told her I did my paper wrongly.I felt like crying after listened that,love you mama.I will never do this again.

Sleeping is the best medicine for Tiu Jia En when she's feeling blue,she took a nap for almost 5 hours this afternoon.Then,blogging enables me write it out and gaming makes me feels better.All day long,I let myself to do things out of books.Do all the things I like.Wonderful.Thank god I feel better after that.At least,I can smile now.=)

Okay,please ignore the self-console and complaint part above.It's not good to be followed and it's bad for you and me too.Trials and exam are coming soon.Do your very best and no regret then.Cheers.=)

Although it's just a small test but I still cannot forgive myself for the wrong analyse I've made.Not well-prepared though.Anyway,it's a good lesson for me..hahas.Positives,I'll be back.Bare this in mind,when our mind battery is low,the best way is to relax,refrain then rebound.Don't sink before we rise people.Keep the faith okay?Okay.=)

p/s:Hahas..seriously apologize to you.Thanks for your kind visit and you're just so cute to be loved.B.Kayla doggie.=)Starry starry night..paint your palette blue and grey...Yes,I am happy to be back..yiii=)

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Target : 30% =)

Hi B.Dougal doggie,you are cute.It's has been two weeks I last updated here but I just can't feel the time,it's past too fast and I am too slow...sigh.

See,what I have done for this two weeks..or I can sum up with 60% of sleeping,10% of working,10% of studying and 20% of wasting in order to relax.I will never cut the 20% out,nanananana.=)

What makes me frustrated the most is too much of sleep,truly guilty about this.And now I am going to try to drink coffee every night although it has no effect on me at all,at least I try...hahasDear caffeine,please save me,you're good.=)

By the way,thanks to Yinn and Fizaa who wake me up nowadays,appreciate it so much.016-******2,feel free to dial and keep it up please,thank you.=)I wish I can make the 60% to 30% so I can catch up my studies before the test,40% of studying,I am coming to you.Bless me my lord and may the same thing goes to you people here.=)

Another thing,I wonder how to improve my memorising skill,sad to say..Tiu Jia En is kind of forgetful.She always have to revise the same thing all over again and this ruins her..sigh.Can I say the word s-a-d(shit)?Okay,s-a-d.Never mind,I will try my very best then.=)

Hahas one more time to say..s-a-d..okay..I have done this complaint post and feeling better now...yay.So,get back to your books Tiu Jia En.Relax,enjoy your coffee and not too stressed.Tonight,staying alive.Cheers no complain and smile no sigh..remember this...yiii=)

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Run=)

Hello people and B.Daphne doggie,I am trying to spend a little bit of my time on updating my blogs,approximately there are two blogs of mine and I chose to update my english's one tonight.First thing to say is I went back to my father's hometown last weekend for my aunt's birhday celebration and my close cousin's wedding,I did enjoy those time with my cousins,I am glad to meet all of them especially grandma,thank god.I am lucky to feel contented.=)

Next,something about studies.By hook or by crook,I must catch up all the syllabus as what I said before this.Unforunately,I failed to stay up the whole night just like what I always do before,is this the sign of getting older?No,it shouldn't be and couldn't be,I am just 19 though...hahas.See,my monthly test starts from 25 August,STPM's trial starts from 20 Sep and the real STPM would be starts fro 22 Nov if not mistaken.Fantastic.I got to start my no-sleep plan since time is running out,I wish to sleep at 3a.m and not before 12a.m,bless me my lord.=)

By the way,I used to receive a job before STPM in order to collect as much as pocket money as I can,I am proud to be like this.Remember not to spend too much Tiu Jia En...hahas.The job starts this Saturday onwards for almost a month.Then,I will fully concentrate on my studies.So,this is my last job during schooling time,I am sure to work it out and enjoy my time,no worries my friends.=)

Ok,almost done.Never give up no matter how hopeless the future would be as failure is only when we're giving up.We may not be the best,but as long as we have tried our best,we're not going to regret later.Nothing much to say,I wonder why the time is running so fast,nothing much to do...except appreciate all the happenings and cherish them,deep inside here,my heart,mind and soul.Really,thanks a lot and it's helpful.May god bless us now and always.Cheers no sigh.=)

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Ain't insomniac

Hi B.Angus doggie the bulldog,I am always thinking of owned a pet like you,unfortunately it's just a little bit hard to make it true...sigh.Ok never mind,it's 2:00a.m and I am still awake,I took a long nap during afternoon which is from 4:00p.m till 8:00p.m...I used to make sleeping as one of my way to get myself away from something unpleasant,and it's works.=)

Thank god I did some revision just now,although it's still not enough...but at least I did some,and will be continue later,hahas.Yes,I am going to stay alive tonight,in order to make all my things right,I am not a insomniac though,I am just back to be me.I don't know which subject to be revised later,perhaps will end up with blogging and doing something leisure...but the sure
thing is not going to bed,I love to be like this...once in a while..what a unhealthy habit but twilight really sets me free,and I enjoy this silent night of mine,with my running nose.No frown please.=)

Tonight,only tonight.So sorry to do this but I have to.I wish to dawn on all the question's marks inside my head before it's to late.Frankly,I felt sleepy too..hahas.Bless me.Sunrise is my peace.Take care people.=)

p/s:Suddenly comes this lullaby in my mind..Little Bo Peep has lost her sheeps and doesn't know way to find them...is Little Bo Peep or littleboppee or me?nanananana..=)

Monday, July 26, 2010

My Face,My Book

Ok.first thing,my face got 7 pimples,I am just too free to count them up...hahas=)

Second thing,there are tonnes of books waiting for me to memorise up,basically less than 100 days to STPM,so what Tiu Jia En,do not pressure yourself,just a little bit of worry will do,cheer up candidates=)

Time is limited,it's time not to log in Facebook.com so frequently start from now,I have been spending almost up to 3 hours every alternatively day on it,it is kind of too much for me,so i will try to spend less time on that,not being so addicted to this fantasy boulevard and it's bad to be a stalker too..hahas.Anyhow,I am glad that I didn't addicted in FB's games,if not it may be tougher to quit that.Rather than live in denial,I am going to do the following things listed below in order to occupy my FB's leisure time.

- sleep early=)
- study more=)
- sketch more=)
- signing more=)
- update blog=)
- languages=)
- youtube=)
- pps=)
- paint=)

Dear FB,I am sad to say goodbye too...for cannot always keep in touch with all of you there,please take good care of yourselves no matter how hopeless the life is,I am right beside you now and always.=)It's may be a tough way to go,but for the face's sake,I should sleep early right..and I should spend more time on my books too right...sigh.No,not a sigh Tiu Jia En,should be a great smile alright,yii=).Last thing,I wish to practice all the things I love until perfect too..hahas.So for you,I will choose to miss you.I will be right with you.=)

When all is said and done,it's time to work them out.So do all of you people here,cross your heart to keep it up ok?=)For better or worst,I am still here.Do remember this.Good night people.Good night B.Abbie Doggie.Cheers.=)

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Twilight sets me free..Bonne nuit=)

Hello B.Bear Doggie,here am I.Ok first of all,a holy Saturday just gone,I am happy about that as I am not working on weekends start from now.Long time no rest..there are a lot of job offers once I decided temporarily unavailable to work,got Rm100 per day,Rm85 per day and Rm80 per day,which one should I choose huh?My answer would be 2 books per day,which mean revise my STPM syllabus..hahas.But I spent most of my time on sleeping yesterday,or maybe I should say I fell asleep accidentally with holding book style,it's called study failureT_T

My sleeping time is always uncertain,this is the list of my first jobless Saturday:
0900-1445 - slept with PP1
2300-0000 - slept with PP2

Shame on me?Sigh...I should study with a proper position to avoid that..okay never mind..I forgive you Tiu Jia En this time,remember..only this time.Moreover,I am guilty not to attend Sunday's extra class for past few weeks and this will not happen tomorow..hahas=)

By the way brother just came back with surprise,it's grilled chicken wings,Pringles Super Stack and Tan Kim Hock Dodol Durian,thank you gogo and have a nice and safe trip with Sis Huey tommorow,goodbye=)

And now I am awake,the night is still young and here's my schedule:

-post this=)
-eat=)
-relax=)
-study and notes=)

Done.Hopefully all things run well and not to sleep again or it is a day wasted to choose not to work,a big Good Luck to me later,may God bless me.Good night people and Hello Sunday,say yay and enjoy=)

Monday, July 12, 2010

Time flies..appreciate^^

Hello people.I realized time flies as I saw my last updated was on February...and now it's already July...shame on me for only 4 posts throughout all these months,what a pity number..hahas=)

Ok,a little announcement for all of you here..I sat my MUET May Paper last two months and I got my result on last Thursday..I got a Band4 fot that,it's definitely a miracle happened on me,AWESOME..hahas thank god and popo..I know you two blessed me a lot.Why do
I say so?My mark is 186/300 and that is just a little border from Band3..and I know you people blessed me a lot too and that's why I got it..appreciate wholeheartedly^^

Last Thursday was a miracle for me,it made me get a safe pass away from MUET for 5 years...it made me starting to feel guilty and guilty for my unpersistent act on posting post in English in order to improve...anyway..it's never too late to be mend right?Away from MUET doesn't mean
this peebloginenglish.blogspot will be abandoned..since language is necessary for life,I will try my best to improve...Thanks to MUET May Paper,perhaps it's time to wake up and work this out before it's too late..Love English,it's a must and I will do this..I will be man of my words this time,MUET Band6..not this year..but 5 years later..hahas cross my hearts=)

Hahas announcement done..guess what am I watching now?It's FIFA Final..Neanderland VS Spain..second half-time has begun..still no goals from both of the teams...hahas win or lose..I will support you..Spain=)No Torres tonight..might be a little bit of imperfect..luckily I still can see a profectional
goalkeeper after Buffon..yay keep this up Casillas..salute to you^^

That's all for my July's first post,I called it an awaken post..a start of something new..cheers.Now,20 minutes left and the FIFA champion borns..I will never miss that..hahas after all,the wish to get Band6 for MUET is always existed..so do you..^^blessin^^

p/s:Yay I found you..B.Shyla Doggie..Can you stay here now and always?O..it's a no right..once I refresh the page and you will gone..a lovely gadget turns to be cruel sometimes...nevermind..I am sure I won't forget you...B.Shyla..love you..byebye**

Saturday, February 6, 2010

gracias ala vida^^

Hi there,just came back from my cousin's daughter's birthday celebration.Hahas little Pei Shaan is already one year old,may god bless her now and always.
Just in time to meet out mother's side relatives and a few of my beloved friends before I left,it's awesome to know that all of them are well,thank god.January 2010 has gone...I do really miss my beloved friends...hoping to meet all of them at once and say I LOVE YOU to everyone^^Be tough people^^

Ok...no more dreaming Tiu Jia En,it's time to get back to your core business which means is study...hahas i still remember the aim of this year,4 flat band 6 or I will
regret,so it's a must to work it out,no matter what happened,put aside those cannot be solved matters,let it flow...let it be spontaneous...take over those useful notes and pens,REVISE please...ENJOY^^

History...it's a problem to me,but never mind,i will love you...trying hard to find something interesting inside those 4 textbooks^^
Business...I love you deep inside my heart,you are the reason I change my stream,so I will make sure i will able to understand you more than ever^^
Economy...the only subject that needs calculation,compared to U6BIO and U6PHY,Jia En is much more lucky,hahas...never give up my friend^^
General paper...it's kind of 3 in 1 paper,included statistics,Malaysian studies and essay writing...the marking skeme is quite strict for me,since it's is a MUST to PASS
in this subject,i will be put a lots of effort on this,i believe...all hardwork will be eventually pay off right?!^^
MUET...holy*****...how i wish i could be the one who can speak and write English well...Mr.Murugan helps me a lots...thank you...I will be fighting throughout this year and
become someone who can speak fluently without any panic,bless me for the May paper people here^^

Remember,schooling life like this is meant to be THANKFUL,please be less COMPLAINT...You will never know what kind of touture the unlucky is suffering from when you are saying "LIFE IS S*CK" infront of your laptop in your so-called uncomfortable personal room...Tiu Jia En,you must remember this fact and do your best this year.We all in this together,thanks to life,my friend^^

Friday, January 15, 2010

Last chance,Cross my heart

Hi.It's me.Finally,my second post has come and now hoping to get all of you readers' comments,I do need it to improve,millions of gratitude^^

Yaa...almost forget...Happy Belated 2010^^I know I am slow,but let’s be charitable,cheers^^

Something happened throughout the world.Bad news,sad news...they're suffering deep down there,can we help?Absoulutely,we can...or we cannot,ain't being caring to our earth start from now a heavy task?Not really...it's just as simple as ABC,even a little deed could helps alot...Next,we should be thankful for everything and appreciate everything...no...it should be everyone I guess,we should admit that we are so tiny compared to those unpredictable disasters right...it's really hurts...but believe this,out of difficulties,brings miracle... I love this quote,FLAMING HOT?Ha-has.

Ok...it's 15/1/2010 4:39a.m...I will make a quick daily schedule of mine here before the sun rises.Sharing for no reason...perhaps seeking someone who got the same schedule will be funny huh.ha-has^^
-Mon-Fri: schooling[2p.m]*[3.30p.m]*[4.40p.m]* - lunch+HUAN ZHU GEGE[2p.m] - study[4p.m] - dinner+HOK GENG CHUT GAANG[11p.m] - study - on-line time[3a.m]
-Thurs-Fri: attend General paper,Economy,MUET tuition classes
-Sat: attend co-curriculum activities(Karate-do,Chinese society,Badminton club)

Attentions to all to alert me from time to time,I am not enough self-disciplined,you know that...please help me,thank you^^
=DO NOT FALL ASLEEP DURING STUDY TIME(welcome to mc me^^)
=DO NOT RECEIVE JOB TOO FREQUENTLY,EXCLUDE PC FAIR JOB(welcome to blame me^^)
=ALWAYS UPDATED peebloginenglish.blogspot.com(welcome to visit everyday^^)
=ALWAYS IMPROVE(welcome to comment and sharing^^)

Year 2010 will be my second and the last chance to continue my study adventure,I got to be well-prepared start from now,guts and balls.ha-has...so do you who are sitting for
STPM 2010^^Do your best and never regret bab,hopefully all hard works will be pay off by next year^^Remember,we are not alone,blessin^^

p/s:B.Princess Doggie...cute...so long..and farewell bab^^